I see through the waving threads of my fully covered blanket to have a glimpse of unnatural phenomenon going outside my room window whose shadows are falling on wall just beside my bed from a thin open space between curtains that hugged together from side to side only covered most of the window but left some at the middle as if they're being parted as we were forced.
Shadows still haunt me wherever I go, my previous home, hospital, asylum, this house, friend's place, his residency, nothing is spared. I cover my face to hold my eyes back off the shadows but how can I stop those voices that emerge from every corner of house, screaming through window, shaking those glasses, trying to knock me down, ever increasing!
I look out of blanket to realize a dark face forming on bedside wall, growing, this is at it's peak he suddenly opened his eyes to throw light on my face.
I screamed, screamed and screamed but who could listen, no one. I run into kitchen and take out knife for my safety, shout...
"What the hell you want? What you want from me? I have nothing to give to you, why don't you just kill me? I lost my family, I lost him. I lost all my friends, I'm all alone, alone, alone!"
I fell on my knees while begging, yelling, screaming to death. I sob and look at kitchen door, no one entered. Things seems calm now, I get up holding knife, walk to main door put an accessory lock to it. I head to window to peep outside if I can find someone, I get a hard bang on door and knife drops out of my hand, I fall on ground to search for it hurriedly cutting myself, I find it. I'm panting, get some courage, run towards door and stab knife at it continuously till I get tired and lose consciousness!
I own a house, lone on a street, everything around my house is left shattered, broken, half constructed as if left alone to die, just like me! I wished if you were here, all this wouldn't have happened, where are you Nyx? I already know the answer, he's deep inside buried in his grave on 54th street from my house, my house is on 53rd!
The sun beam falls on my eyes, through the same uncovered portion of window which allowed shadows to prevail in my house. First thing I look at is my main door, filled with above thousands of stabs, it's been routine of my dark hours to behave likewise. No one visits me, no one loves me, what do I expect? Whom should I expect? I ask myself almost similar questions everyday. Hallway is ruined with my own blood, dried, covered with flies, few flying over my left palm enjoying their meal.
I hold my head to make the swirling world stable, I fail, sit down at corner of bed to rest for a while, my eyes stuck at dried pool of my blood and with lines between them as if spelled something, all I see are waves, uneven, I'm still not out of vertigo. I wish I kept going with rather allowing me to see what was written in gore, my own name...
Zilla!
They think I'm a psychologically ill, to prove it I even stayed at asylum for 2 years things were better there but I didn't like the place, I wish to die at my own house. Not in a plane crash like my mom and dad nor get killed by someone who envy my happiness like he killed Nyx! He was the only one taking care of me when my family died, I was at home listening to music and my headphones screamed as is it's Mom. Nyx came running to me, took me in his arms and place in his car and we headed to his apartment leaving everything I ever had, all that my Dad made, all the Mom enhanced beautifully, soon after we left there was a blast in my room I saw from side mirror in Nyx's car. As if everything was planned. Nyx took over everything, my health, my life, my love, I was happy even after losing many thing, I had him. Nothing could pay for the love I lost of my father, ever caring, mom ever helping. They were angels!
But when you believe in angels then surely devils do exist, I've known that through series of event that brutally murdered my happiness and dream of a sweet, lovely all together family. I know not what was it about, why all this happened to us. Who did all this? David? Jonathan? Tabitha? Romero? Edgar?
But they're all dead, except one!
David, my brother, had left house not only for studies but denying the thought of later nominee of my Dad's will. I had told Dad, nothing I want, I have Nyx to raise me :)
But he didn't listen to me. Jonathan was called to make the will, Lawyer by profession young, determined and confident of his future.
"Shawn, I want you to think again over it, David is going, why you are doing this?" Said Jonathan
"I know what I'm doing well enough, Jonathan! Samantha also agreed over it, I don't wish to waste anything that I created. It will help everyone." Said Shawn
"It's your will and your wish but let me tell you, it may prove disastrous." And Jonathan looked straight into my eyes, while I was descending from stairs of our loved bungalow, once existed.
This was the last conversation my Mom Dad could ever have with anyone before they left for visit to their next Hotel project.
"Execute the will" these were Shawn's last words.
The next day, their plane was crashed, no chance of survival, Nyx took me with him. I couldn't contact Devid before I got to hear about his death at his home. I couldn't even meet his wife, my friend, Elvira!
Consequences, no one can predict!
Jonathan warned me exactly after a month of David's death, to be safe! But all I could hear was his screams and a voice similar to Edgar, our butler at bungalow.
Dad had trusted him so much that he shared his life details with him, unaware of consequences!
I'm the sole survivor of my family, may be his next target is me. I don't wish to die in suspense why I'm being murdered through shadows unless I find out the truth.
I get up, take shower, bandage my wound, clean my floor, put a wallpaper on my door to replace those stabs. Put a swiss knife in my sling, few letters from Dad and my phone. I visit Nyx in 54th street to get shocked about newly imprinted stone held up beside Nyx...
Edgar Wills!
I run down the street again to my house locking the door and windows. I knew this time I'm not going to be spared by this devil. Whoever it be! I want to rest peacefully in my house, my own house, my bungalow! I decide to spend the night in my bungalow whether I live or die, I must be at the place where I lived my life happily.
Till evening I keep thinking about deaths of people related to me. Mom-Dad plane crash, soon after a month David, a month after Jonathan, two months later Nyx, few months it turned to Tabitha, then Romero and now it's Edgar too!
Romero's death was natural, he was father of Jonathan, he suffered a cardiac arrest but that was during a bypass surgery hospital. Everything was clean, hopefully.
I leave for my bungalow, which is all empty, resided by devils only I guess. Let me face it tonight!
I walk by the thoughts of being murdered. David, I couldn't even see his face nor could meet Elvira. I have no clue how he died, since then Elvira isn't in contact too! Jonathan died in front of my ears, screaming! Tabitha went missing soon after Jonathan's death, a report came to me from police they identified a body as Tabitha's as Nyx's name was tattooed at her forearm. Nyx died in a car accident and when I was alone at home, I was asked to attend the funeral which was all arranged by Edgar.
Edgar was everywhere, at all occasions, after my house, he was hired by Jonathan, Jonathan died I heard voice of Edgar, David died Edgar told me not to tell anyone, Tabitha went missing after Edgar left job as butler. Upon that he was last person to meet Nyx!
Edgar always called me a good girl, good in capital. I never understood his comment of capital good. What it meant? I ignored all the time.
I step into my bungalow, the winds are cold, floor is covered with carpet filled with dust and I see foot prints on it, apart from mine! I think it's not the devil any more, I follow those foot prints, they vanish in front of a portrait of my Dad above the place of our wood-stove well covered with bricks till outlet of chimney up high. I lit it with match stick box nearby, and head to search for anything that can help me find the truth behind all this. I get nothing, but a chit from Edgard's cabin, "You're a GOOD girl Zilla. Go to your Dad!"
I get scared and look around, there's no one than me. I feel relaxed, I sit on the chair in front of fire staring at Dad's picture. I hear some noises from main iron gate of lawn. Time's up for me!
I take my swiss knife out, look at Dad's picture, look at the chit, "Go to your Dad". I quickly get up and walk towards picture which appears glossy as the heat is growing. I see something appearing but it's not visible properly I throw light from my phone's flash on it and it disappears, as if it likes darkness. I cover something visible from my hand and I can see it clearly, it likes shadow, darkness! It likes Zilla! Dad liked me!
I quickly extinguish the fire with water from a bucket kept near. And everything appears in front of me. It's like a safe, with numbers imprinted on it, a code it requires to be opened. Do I know the code?
Yes!
" You're a GOOD girl Zilla."
GOOD is to be transformed into a number, I got it. But when I can get it then anyone else can't? The woods caught fire as soon I out match stick into it. Water seemed much clear, without any dust or so. Somebody's foot steps were here, someone doesn'this nt to kill me before he gets something out of me.
What does he want? Who is he?
I put the code into it, 6000 and it opens. There are few papers I pull them out with help of my flash I find match box, put some woods into empty bucket, woods are soaked in fuel I realize, I start the fire and take a look at papers. These are executive copies of Dad's will!
I get everything clear after I go through pages of it, each and everything is clear like a crystal.
The will says, "The property should be transfered to the second nominee of this will with the boundation of agreeing the same chain to be followed or else this will doesn't get executed and everything as a donation goes to 'Sweet Memories Foundation'."
So this was the reason Dad didn't put David's name first in spite of my so many attempts to convince him. David always loved me, so the David accepted the chain to be carried, if assumed that David's first nominee would be Elvira and second me, so I should get hold of property but then I should have been killed long back if this was the case.
It meant I was the first nominee! Elvira went missing and declared dead, so chain kept going.
Now the facts open up, as I look at the relation all dead members have with each other. Elvira is Jonathan's sister, will says should have second nominee as owner, Jonathan gets killed, Jonathan's wife Tabitha went missing but then will says second nominee, who got killed?
Nyx!
Tabitha was Nyx's elder sister, by the will it means, Jonathan's second nominee was Nyx, so why was Tabitha killed?
I hear a loud bang of glass being broken, I run to my room upstairs. I put those paper inside my bag, holding swiss knife firm, with my brain continuously working over chain that will executed.
Tabitha? Why? It seems the killer doesn't know how the chain is being followed. He killed Tabitha in just curiosity, to overpower the will. Edgar was last person to get killed also the last person to meet Nyx. Edgar arranged funeral of Nyx, I didn't see him anywhere but his name was involved everywhere. It was Tabitha who told me Edgar arranged funeral
Tabitha...?
I hear someone coming upstairs with loud bang of his steps! I'm too scared to face it but more eager to have a look at the face of this devil.
I give a final look at the piece of paper I'm holding, I turn it around to see, "My Last Words - Edgar Wills, 27, July"
It was the day when Nyx died!
Bang!
The door of my room opens, a dark coat enveloped man enter with a big knife in his hand, gloves worn, face masked, cap falling in front of face. But I'm no more scared...
"Welcome Nyx!" I say and leave my swiss knife down
He is shocked to have listened to this. I continue, "Why are you shocked? Only you can think up to this, not me? It was you who made the plane crash when you came to know about me being the first nominee according to will, because you were right outside when I met you. And Edgar saw us. Since then he doubted your intentions. You thought everything is coming to me but David was the owner now. You killed him too, with the thought that I will be the first nominee and yes I was, but do you know a secret? The will executed by dad initiates a chain of second nominee, you idiot!"
I walk to him, he fears me now. I go close, he shows me knife but I'm no more afraid of dying. I keep walking as I say, "You killed Elvira for these things, these house, all torn things now! Same happened with Jonathan, Edgar could understand all this for this reason he visited Jonathan to warn and save but he was late, Jonathan wanted to warn me so I got to her his and Edgar's voice. I couldn't understand you killed your own sister for these shitty things. Actually you forced her to write her will with you as your first nominee, which was basically I, you yourself changed your fate, Nyx! The day your virtually met with accident was actually Edgar's death."
"Still this doesn't prove anything, everything after your death will be mine." He says
"Hahaha! Still you didn't get how menacing this will is. Wait I will read it for you, 'If at any point of time, the owner comes as Zilla through the chain being followed properly so as the retention of this document as well survival of Zilla is a COMPULSION! If accepted by Zilla she's bound to make no will of her own and after her natural death or murder, everything goes to 'Sweet Memories'. Now you ruined your life Nyx, you ruined everyone's life"
He drops his knife and fall into knees, holding head, yelling at himself. I have no intention of killing him as his life is more gruesome than being dead now. I walk down the stairs and head towards Sweet Memories.
I ask foundation to allow me to reside in there and help the children in learning, they allow. I close my eyes and see through my blanket..
I see no more Nyx nor Zilla!